Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Trapt,
in the lonley corner
voices echo
clouds of memories
prevent the light of life to enter
Alone, I walk this pathway,
now with faded footprints
Frustrated with life
I fight,
One step closer to
breaking the habit
The reflection in the mirror....
cracks, shatters
SILENCE IS... DEADLY
till the END OF TIME,

...as I sit in the dark I cry

Ashamed of the Past
& present Emotions I hold inside

ANGER builds
the reactions kills....
others that are around me

Isolate, I concentrate on what makes
me down

I try to Smile, but the
negative thoughts cause me to frown

People want to help me
but I push them away

the Barriers of emotion cause me to stray &
are why I am this way

Inside, I BREAK DOWN & SCREAM
BITE MY TONGUE TILL IT BLEEDS.

after all that I finally
realize what I need...

is GOD.
My love,
reflects a bright light
Filled with warmth and passion
Tempted to touch
proceed with caution
Fear of coming near
from the burn you will learn
Scarred, flames engulf my heart in rage
Tears are the ash which fall to the ground
many of them come but don't
make a sound
The heat weakens me so
your love so strong keeps burning inside
This pain is what is keeping me
alive

Wednesday, July 15, 2009




...lets see, this my kinda guy,


football players, I love em just ask my friends


I never stop talkin bout em


i like em long hair dont care haha sike


I want my guys to be athletic


smart, funny, most of all


RESPECTFUL


somebody I can bring to the authority


better known as me parents


I would want to feel


LOVE


when I am with him


PROTECTION


I tend to talk alot so...


a LISTENER would be good


HUMOR


is another thing that comes in handy


for when I'm feeling down


somthing i think is also important is


I would want him to


SHOW EMOTION


everything else


like what he wears


isnt that important we could go


shopping and I would help him with that


cars, money, and wealth aren't a


big thing to me either. Its more about the person that I'm attracted to.


NEVER wana get hurt by him


that is a defenet NO


other than that its all goody


I'm out


Dueces!




Monday, July 13, 2009


I am one of many, I take my race seriously

I'm proud of my family background and chose to represent that today

Being Jamaican doesn't mean displaying the flag or wearin clothing with the colors

The people speak with a fluent accent its not a language

Most people like to joke around but its ok

Beautiful beaches and celebrations are all over the island

*We are the party people*

The nature is amazing

from the trees, tasty fruits, and food

Curry and jerk chicken are the popular favorites

my favorite snack is the beef patty with hard dough bread with a cola champagne

Besides the good things we are seen as crazy people

which bothers me

All over the world is dangerous and has thier own crime rates

No one is perfect

Our religion is very strong, a bond impossible to break

Many things I come to not understand but

WE ARE ONE BLOOD


Sunday, July 12, 2009

you...LOVE...to HURT...ME

From LIES
to seeing me CRY
I have such sad EYES

To your silly GAMES,
decieving TRICKS
Forget it I'm DONE with all of this...

Swag, constant nag
about ya money & how you in
ya bag

Stayin out late
wish you had a date
but I told you from the start I can be your SOUL MATE

I wonder, where did all that LEAVE you
at the end of the year
ALONE or in FEAR

At the bar with a DRINK in your hand
you call yourself a MAN
touchin on a lady, everything else but
her hand, yet you say you understand

With breath taken AWAY
there is nothing left to say

PENETRATED by VISCIOUS thoughts
a BEAUTIFUL mind violated
Destroyed, she has been toyed
as if this were right

BROKEN, tired of this fight
heart races
through the night holding back
MEMORIES of PAIN...will this go away
or happen AGAIN